Every so often, I go off the rails.
Sometimes I don't realize how far off the diet I am until I start getting really sick. Other times I make a conscious choice that I am going to eat what I want, dammit. Either way, I always pay for it.
The last couple weeks I made a decision to eat ALL THE THINGS!
But here is the strange things, my Ducklings and Swans...
When I get like this, when I realize I'm poisoning myself with food and I need to stop....
I dream about eating apple pie.
I never ate that much apple pie even when I could, I don't miss it, but I dream about eating it. Very vividly. And I don't know what that means.